Few weeks ago it's measles, couple of days ago(May 14) it's severe dehydration. Hay, I don't know why my pedia has failed to tell me I need oresol(oral rehydration salt) in handy to prevent Georgina's dehydration during vomiting and lbm.
She had to be admitted to the hospital and it broke my and lola's(nanay's) heart seeing her wailing when the swero has to be inserted into her little hands by the 'evil' nurse. Hay. The lab test says her poop is filled with bacteria.
Then all the guilty feelings come rushing in. If only I were there and not too busy with other things, if I were only more attentive to details, to her diet and to what her malikot na hands has to pick and insert in her mouth. If only so on so forth, it kills me. It came to me that I'm not taking care of her like how i promised to when she's just in my womb.
So now I have to draw out the following plan for Georgina:
1. A more planned diet.
2. More bonding time. Speak to hear more often. Lessen texting.
3. Exercise. Coz I don't feel so well anymore with my body just sitting and standing at the shop whole day. Georgina can't afford to lose me this early. I have many stories to tell her yet.
4. Get a yaya.
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