I thought experience's supposed to make you harder, number. It doesn't. Every heartbreak is new. There's no getting used to it. From that time that the sky and earth feels like crashing into you to that slow gnawing pain, the sense of loss that you feel every breathing minute that you almost literally wanna carry yourself from one state to another.

Every heartache is personalized. You cannot compare yours from others'. You don't know until it is owned.